Last night was rough. I mean I don't feel extremely upset about it. I
kinda wanted to give myself one last Hoorah, before jumping full force
back into my Ana lifestyle. I had truffles, pizza, candy bars, and a
regular soda. It was nice. Then I woke this morning, finished off my
truffles, just cause I didn't want them around tempting me later...and I
ate a large bowl of Miso Soup, just as a tip...miso soup with tofu is
an amazing alternative to over eating when you are having one of those
"I just want something warm and salty" cravings. I purchase a packet of
miso and a packet of seaweed paper...Seaweed Paper is a great snack, no
fat and only 10 calories a sheet. Anywho...I rip up about 6 sheets of
seaweed paper and toss it into the soup, its amazing, feels hearty and
tastes great, leaves you feeling full and satisfied.
So I ate the soup and then drank a glass of Plum Juice, which works
just as well as Prune, helps ya go potty :) Then began sipping on my
"Smart Water" which is amazing for you as well. Has a tone of
electrolytes that your body needs. If you are an Ana or a Mia, ya need
to replenish the body of these, cause ya lose em in fasting or purging.
In Other News: I am starting a competition fast with some Ana friends
tomorrow, Saturday Aug 27th 2011. The goal is who can lose 5lbs first. I
am totally gunna win this. I need to go buy a scale today. Start
weighing the shit outta myself. :) I am almost certain I am can lose
10lbs in a week. Mainly cause I know a lot of tricks. Healthy Ones,
because I didn't just dedicate to Ana with the desire to Lose Weight, I
dedicated with a desire to lose wight and be Healthy too. And believe it
or not there are tons of Healthy ways to drop weight fast and give the
body a boost by also giving it what it needs.
Certain vitamins that everybody needs actually assist with weight
loss and metabolism control. I researched a lot. I will share more of
those tips as I continue with this blog. Anywho...for right now, today I
have plans to record in the studio a bit then a double date movie night
with my best friend, his gf, and my friend Timothy. Timothy is amazing,
I know he likes me, but to be honest...I just can't bring myself to
trust him enough and be close, it doesn't feel right all the time. I
dunno. Especially since I love Melody. Yes, yes, I love a girl.
Strangest Ana ever right? haha. I will explain all about it soon, for
right now the shower is calling me. Gotta get ready and hit the road.
Wish me luck on my competition fast tomorrow. I think I may get a head
start today. :)
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